I MISS MY SUMMER HOLIDAY ~

I really miss my summer break so much! nice people, nice foods, nice trips! I was too relax and now... balas come liao!!! 100 times busier than last sem!

This sem is really killing me! damm busy. because of the lab la - inorganic lab test! Still got 12 lab tests and 3 oral tests to go! hopefully can finish all within 5 weeks. I DUWAN RESIT FOR THIS IDIOT LAB NEXT SEM!!!

Well, actually im in library now searching for info one of the next lab test.
Here is it :

Hope it wont BOOM. My face dark enuf d. and I duwan wear fake hair also!!! :(

Whole day just ate a brezel. aikz... almost everyday le!!! sacrify the lunch time so that got enough time for the lab test! kek sim!!! im gonna bcum thinner n thinner!!!

It's so cold out there. And raining now! how to walk back!!!
First time I so wanted to talk but no time and no people talk to!
Stressku ni ~~~

-short update here-
-miss u guys-
-hope i still can survive la-
-ciao-
-with love-

Mood

Yesterday. I got the result of my 3 chemistry subjects' result. A little bit nervous before that. Because I feel scared that I'm gonna fail 1 or 2 subjects. But not really that nervous. Because one of my classmate talked to the Profesor. She asked the Prof. about my result and sent me a fb message. "Prof. said you result is quite well, you noneed worried too much,have a nice summer holiday". The quite well gave me a signal, that I passed all the subjects, but only with normal Noten. Not the outstanding 1. It's okie. I'll improve my German language one day,speak fluently like I'm a german. When the day come, I surely can get 1,0 for the all the subjects.

My Result :

Allgemeine Chemie ( General Chem ) - 3,3
Stöchiometrie ( Stochiometrie ) - 1,3
Laborkunde ( Lab. General Knowledge ) - 3,0

[1,0 Best ; 2,0 Good ; 3,0 Still ok ; 4,0 Passed ; below 4,0 = failed ]

But I'm quite happy for my result. Because I passed haha.... As my best buddy said, aim for passed,hope for better result. But seriously want to work harder for next semester. Because many seniors told me the subjects are getting harder and harder. Let me aim for 2,0 for next sem.

And this holiday is not 100% a holiday.Shit!!! Need to study. Because right after I come back, there are 2 tests. Must pass all this tests or else I couldn't do lab for the whole sem. So, GBM.
Hope I won't over enjoy this holiday until forget the tests.

I went pool party yesterday! wow, that's really fun. Met some classmates there.
What if I have my 21st birthday celebration like that too~ haha...
Too bad. Don't know what happened to me recently. I smell any alcohol drink will make me feel like vomiting. So I didn't drink anything.



vieewvittt :D

Happy holiday.

count down - 16 days
:-)

AGAIN -

again again and again.
study study and study.
B.O.R.E.D.

really have no confident to pass this subj.
so scared! huhuhu T__T

-It's gonna end soon-

-I LOVE HOLIDAY !!!-

Stress～ing

STUDY , STUDY , STUDY

Stu-D , Stu-D , Stu-D !!!

Stu-P , Stu-P , Stu-P !!!

D and P actually they are really look alike.

therefore :

STUPID , STUPID , STUPID


Why am I so stupid! 15 days left !
Study for so many times,but still forget.
If, I were a genius ;
noneed to study, yet can score good result!
How great that would be!

-finish day dreaming-
-gotta back to study-
:'(

一大堆～

很快，在实验室的日子告一段落了。这下来，就得忙着赶报告。是很多很多的报告。
一个字 - 累 ～
除此之外，也拿到了考试时间表。第一天竟是下个月五号。很赶！真的～
很多东西都必须从头读多‘几’次！因为，一次不够，真的不够！因为 ：
有时候可能死都专心不到，
专心到却读死都读不明白，
明白了却读不进脑，
要不然就读进脑了，
却不愿永久住在脑里。
真伤脑筋！

可是有时候我真的太懒惰了。像刚刚才一口气看完五集的蒲松齡。
救命～我真的不想读书。
书啊书，不如你来读我好了。
现在都什么年代了，妳不可以那么被动。
一直希望我读妳，有时候，你总该主动点才是嘛！

-要开始赶报告了-
-伤心-

今天～

今天的天气和昨天一样那么的好！19 / 20° C ，凉凉的，又有太阳的温暖！
很舒服，舒服到我都不想读书，想到出去玩，拍拍照！
因为 ～ 在这种天气，你酱发现，你的四周围都是性感美少女！
我的 55-200 也因这，可以派上用场！

看看我在法国时的照片吧～

走街 = 走show!
( 很有气质，我喜欢) xD

至于那些躺/坐在草地，晒太阳 + picnic 的呢，比较casual,也不错！

好想出去玩 ～～～
:'(

-书是读不完的-

self - encouragement

Well, exam is coming soon. Less than 1 month. But I have a new lab to start next week. From 11am until 5pm daily! Hell ~ it's gonna kill me! After the lab, I still have to write the report! OMG~ I bet I will have not enough time to study and prepare for the exam!
But : Nothing is impossible !
I wanna change my thought! I have to keep telling myself - I CAN DO IT, and JUST DO IT!

to have this spirit ~ I will award myself the following things.

Able to finish all chapters of AC, ----> nikon FM

wanna own this for fun, looks like antique,
and perhaps the value might increase.
then i can resell it for good price.xD

Able to finish all chapters of Laborkunde -----> fujifilm mini 7s with holga fish eye lense

read a blog b4 - the writer call this "a present maker" instantly
gonna need this for buddy bday soon. and saw from ju's photos,they are awesome
match the fish eye lense! that would be - PERFECT!

Able to answer the exam Qs ------> sigma 24-70 f2.8 and Nikon SB - 900

(replace my 18-105mm kit lense) ekeke

Good result for this sem ------> new Desktop PC + 23" LCD TV


Muahahahaha ~~~ work harder CHEE WEI TEH !!!
jiayou ~

change a new header! :-)
haha ...
make me miss taiping suddenly! =(
"see" caihong and huixing they all finish exam so happy now,
sze-ie also flying back soon! aikz ...
WHY my exam still havent coming?
(ops...can't exam lagi!!! I havent start study yet!) xD
should get myself ready for exam!
but i already can imagine what my result will be!
mostly fail dao 7788!
b'coz that day de test ... ... really make me *sick* !
haihzzZzZzZ ... ...
haikzzZzZzZ ... ...

-sometimes I really wanna give up-
-but when I think of the money I owe JPA-
-I know I got no way-
-so just keep walking and holding on-

上课记

很久没写下,我在这里上课上到怎样了!
其实也没什么特别的啦.就常常睡不醒,翘课罢了.
要不然就迟到! (迟到好过没到嘛,大姨教的)
抱着这个宗旨准没错!说不定老师还会欣赏我有酱的精神,
心里说:"这马来西亚来的孩子真不错,课都快结束了,依然跑着来."
再接着说:"考试时一定要加分给这孩子"
哈哈哈哈哈~~~

其实昨天上课时,我干了一件大事! xD
昨天,老师教PSE - periodic table 就讲述了每个group的特质.
为了让我们能清楚他在说什么,他就带了一些sample.
直接进重点 :


Br2就装在volumetric flask 里.封死了!
虽然它是液体,但很容易蒸发,而且那气吸多有毒的.
得空没事做的我呢,把手放在flask的地下,
意图用我37度的体温加热Br2.让全部Br2 液体变成气体!
挑战成功!!!
没一下,"pop" 一声! 我都还来不及看是什么事,很快就嗅到那臭的味道
而且很快周围的人已经跑到角落去了!
我干的好事! ~.~||
再看看发生什么事.原来是盖被里面强大的气压喷出来,再掉在地上破碎了!
全部人眼睁睁的看着我!搞到我真不好意思! hehee~~~ *SHY*
还好啦,老师也没骂我.还帮我说好话呢.
他说:"不要紧张,不管你的事,也许是因为今天天气比较闷热."
(大概是酱吧,我也不太懂他讲什么,只是一直看他指着太阳公公!)
(太阳吃死猫,哈哈哈)

不知不觉,开课已经五个星期了.
一直想逼自己读书.却一直的在拖！
唉～明日复明日，明日何其多！
没有冲劲！该怎么办？
没有心读书!
心啊心~你去哪里玩了?
是时候该回家了~

就酱子啦！
冲啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。
(没气了，休息一下下再继续)
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

让我想起了一首经典福建歌
“... ... 爱拼才能赢”


-拼-

Work Hard

Life recently makes me feel as if I were 80 years old Uncle now!
Sometimes I really use 100% energy to concentrate in the class.
With only a little abit of hope, hope that I could understand at least 10-20% is enough for me.
I'm not that greedy right? Am I? 100% output only hope for 20% input !!!
Well, so I try to find another alternative solution so that I could understand more!
to keep me okey to study in Germany, won't kick back to M'sia!

Follow my classmates to library today! And borrow a few books.
because the books here are very expensive. each book costs around RM350.
siao ~ 1K plus fly away !!! ( 4 books)
somemore in Europe cannot photostap the books. (malaysians' metality) haha
copy right reserved lor... ishk ~~~ aikz ~~~

saje look nia la ... kckc hard working. hahaha

study 1 page : sleep 2 hours!
:-)

First Day of The Class Semester 1

第一天上课的感想 ～ 真是... 真是...
一个字
惨

今天上了三堂课，Stöchiometrie , Laborkunde, Allgemeine Chemie,
这三课都是这个sem最重要的科目。F 掉那一课,都不行.
我整个头都大了. Profesor们说的德文,快到不得了,蒙到不得了.
我能怎么办?
唯有selective listening 咯
十个句子里选一两个字来听.
然后就大概大概猜那意识
哈哈
有时老师还会用ppp(power point presentation)
无穷无尽的想象力正好可以派上用场了.
看图作文,三岁小孩都会啦
我堂堂一个大学生不会?
开玩笑!
有时还会傻笑呢!

话说回来,我上课时的态度真的改变了
就说嘛,以前我哪会抄笔记呢?
现在就不同了,因为上课都听不懂,
不抄笔记,会很闷的.
以前一上课就睡觉,老师就等于催眠师,
现在老师要催眠我都难,都听不懂啊.

"试想想你现在在一个很大的草原,
有很悦耳的鸟叫声.
然后慢慢放松"

这我当然懂啦,而且很快就流口水了tim.
翻译去德文再来催眠我看看?
(自己google translator 啦,因为我也不会用德文打出来)
傻傻的哈哈大笑就有啦!

以前呢,老师教书,特别是那个erwati,还会骂她笨,教错书,
其他老师问问题呢,还会第一个举手,玩抢答游戏.
现在,这一切都不会发生了,
自己比老师笨很多,
德国学生快我很多,抢答没我的份儿.
他们用一分钟明白一道问题,我却需要10分钟.
有时还需要问人和查字典.

jit toh lorrr ~~~

DEPRESSION

如此的心情... ...

担心，灰心，伤心，痛心

男人流泪，比流血加倍的痛，是真的。

是不是在伤心的时候，特别容易觉得孤单的？

此时此刻，多希望有个人在身旁，安慰一下。

害怕孤独，害怕夜晚。

因为在一个人独自在夜深人静的晚上，

不知不觉会想着很多很多不愉快的事。

回家的一路上，好累好累，却睡不着。

一闭上眼睛，就想到那事。

眼泪都堆积在眼眶里。

心，酸的，痛的，还在流着血的。

一向来万事都顺顺利利，

为何在最后关头老天给了我这个考验？

好多好多问号？？？

眼泪流了。

未来究竟是怎样的？

担忧

流星，现在我真的很需要你。

我还有一个很重要的愿望还没许。

就这么的一个。这次不贪心了。

一个就好。

T.T

Engineer 不好当！

今天第一次上benchwork课。之前同学都事先给了一点tips,说会很辛苦很累的。当然，火还没烧到屁股，哪里会知道痛！现在知死咯。

老师给了我们各自一块铁（叫workpiece) , 然后就开始像“盲头苍蝇” 的磨啊磨啊。才磨那短短的两小时，手臂就酸痛了。（其实今天的课时5个小时的，老师算对我们仁至义尽了，discount了酱多小时给我们，上课前一点点废话，又一点点休息.. haa）

以上是原本的workpiece和一些折“磨”我的tools

像我酱懒惰的人，怎么可能酱容易屈服呢？哈哈，当然是偷偷用机器帮忙啦。（老师没通知一声就回来了，立刻跑人，还没来得及拍照tim.)haha..

本来，聪明的我，偷用机器老师是不会知道的。aikz... 人算不如天算。机器磨不均衡，凹了一点点。不幸被老师发现了。罚我继续的磨，直到凹的部分不见为止。傻了！

很认真在磨铁...

"几时才能磨成针?"

"女人说，在认真做事的男人最帅"

是真的吗? 哈哈

明天还有bench work的课。救命啊！

一瞬间

Annual Dinner ~ 20/11/2009

哇老，时间飞快到不得了。转眼间，两年半就过去了。

我毕业了。

哈哈，太开心了！

（开心到不知道要写些什么）

就快要离开这吃不好，有睡不好的地方了。

哇哈哈

写到这里，我的心，痛了。

想到自己就快要出国了，

很多东西都很不舍得。

心里也牵挂着许多东西。

就快要和他们一样，离乡背井，

一个人，孤孤独独的，

在人生路不熟，冰天雪地的国外深造了！

伤心的事就别提了。

越提越伤心罢了。

好好珍惜这最后的一个月两个星期。

-想家-

Celebration II

Just can't wait to post!
Here the story goes ~
right after I got my result,
straight away go to KL.
Bkt Bintang , Lowyat Plaza & Time Sq.
Purpose?

ehehehe ...
to buy my baby.
wished to own her since last year.
But that time still very expensive.
Plus I still not sure
whether i can go oversea or not.
and of course the most important
I have no reason
to ask for sponsorship from my dad.

NOW?

NIKON D 90

my baby ~


go out to experience my baby!

shot in lake garden!
re-sized after uploaded
look abit blur...

process of learning really difficult.
But, I won't give up easily!
one day I will become a professional photographer!
haha ... =)

Bangkrap d!!!
( because of my baby)
T.T

911 - Decisive Day

911 ~
still remember huh?

Back to 8 years ago
a series of coordinated suicide attacks
by al-Qaeda upon USA.
Many people died.

Back to reality,
11 Sept 2009
I almost sacrificed on this black Friday.
I sat for DSH-exam on 8 Sept
3 days later
I'm able to get to know the result.
Feeling? Nervous of course!
If I failed
then I have to say good bye to
GERMANY forever!
Dream to study oversea?
SPOILED?

HAHA
think positive ...
(someone used to tell me)
luckily
I passed.
Not with flying colors,
but I'm still happy with it.
74 over 100%
DSH-2
(Gred 2)
Since I'm not working hard enough,
and not smart enough in language,
so I shouldn't complain anymore.

Well,
I still have to complain about 1 thing.
SHE
lousy teacher?
cerewet teacher?
... ... ...
too many to complain!!!
But?
luckily not she marked my paper!
If not?

Barbara:
"hehehehe (devil laugh),
this chee wei ...
now is the time for me to revenge."

Forget about the nightmare
enjoy my holiday now in Taiping!
and ...
and what?
want to know?
see next post !
ahaha

Celebration

I'm going to have German exam soon.
So I've to concentrate in my study.
Not now but after this weekend.
When Monday comes,
I must be very very hardworking.

Many thing happened during this weekend.
I bought myself a 500Gb hard disc
I bought myself a bluetooth mouse.
Spent alots again...
RM 500 fly away lor..
Aihz...

nice right?


cool...

Actually there is a bad thing happened too.
too complicated,
don't know how to explain.
So just let it pass ba!

Then WE,
Maxx,Wengsum,Penghong, SC,
Yik Ming, & Shao Yao
went Sunway ... ...

Firstly,
T.G.I Friday
OMG...

Starter
Boneless wings

main course
Sizzling Cheese and Chicken

so full ...
i think enough for 2 person sharing...

What's next?
MUVIEEE ...

First time i watch 3D movie.
But not as good as I imagine
not as 3D as I expected.

Yik Ming told me,
Ice Age 3 3D
is very very great.
But... unfortunately
I missed it!
too bad
T.T


---------------------------------
THE END

one more step closer to GERMANY

wow... seriously very happy now.
I got all A's for my A-Level examination
Chemistry, Maths, and Physics
Hahaha...
Happy Happy Happy

I was really nervous.
Didn't sleep well last night too.
worried about somethings
Physics
keep asking myself
"I can get A for Physics or not?"
because i knew i did not do well
for all the 6 physics papers.
and yet, i wished to get all A's

High expectation to myself.
hope to have such a good personal achievement
many of my friends told me
"why u wanna care so much about the result?
you got all A's you can fly,
you got all B's,
you also can fly!
So why you make yourself so worried&unhappy?"
Of course I understand what they meant,
but i think we must have our own GOAL
to score
I bet, although they said like that,
they still have their own goal
the difference is
how many goal we want to score in a game
or just simply win the game!

waiting outside Pn Rita's office
to get to result
she was busying the whole day
since yesterday


proud of myself.
Hope my dad and mum too.

Going to buy me a present
500Gb hard disk.
wakaka

Jia you... TEH CHEE WEI
DSH coming soon
work harder for the last two weeks
then everything will be ok.
can totally relax myself after that
jia you ba!